allow me to dream..

allow me to dream.. http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/ <center> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/17822433/2/353236793"><img src="http://photos-p.friendster.com/photos/33/42/17822433/2_353236793l.jpg" border="0"></a></center> Fri, 3 Jun 2011 16:27:14 -0000 Mon, 31 Aug 2009 09:34:52 -0000 allow me to dream.. http://multiply.com/mu/jmfvillena/logo http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/ 100 100 One of the best poems for me.. =) http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/6/One_of_the_best_poems_for_me.._ <h1>The Guy in the Glass</h1> by Dale Wimbrow, (c) 1934 When you get what you want in your struggle for pelf, And the world makes you King for a day, Then go to the mirror and look at yourself, And see what that guy has to say.   For it isn't your Father, or Mother, or Wife, Whose judgment upon you must pass. The feller whose verdict counts most in your life Is the guy staring back from the glass.   He's the feller to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you clear up to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test If the guy in the glass is your friend.   You may be like Jack Horner and "chisel" a plum, And think you're a wonderful guy, But the man in the glass says you're only a bum If you can't look him straight in the eye.   You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years, And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartaches and tears If you've cheated the guy in the glass. http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/6/One_of_the_best_poems_for_me.._ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 09:34:52 -0000 Gone with the wind.. http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/5/Gone_with_the_wind.. <img class="alignright" src="http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs191.snc1/6413_1080570868485_1652702447_30270696_8148351_n.jpg" border="0">Often I wander wondering why so many things just deem to be so challenging. Sometimes you even question if they really are a part of reality, yes, I agree that acceptance could clear the way for most of us but maybe I'm not a part of that of that majority. I just can't seem to fully comprehend the reasons why they need to happen, I know I don't have any right to question Divine Decisions but I can't help but ask.. Acceptance right? We just have to accept that they truly are, Gone with the wind <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/5/Gone_with_the_wind.. Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:54:36 -0000 my friendster account.. =) http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/links/item/1/my_friendster_account.._ http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/links/item/1/my_friendster_account.._ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 00:46:45 -0000 cry cry don't lie!! http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/4/cry_cry_dont_lie <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.jmfvillena.multiply.com/image/MlRyYBVx8x4b8AZ0w2jTNQ/photos/1M/300x300/114/spaceball.gif?et=3yxsW0mNDyjPPQe%2CuMsrVg&nmid=0" border="0">Here I go again with the "im sick and tired" cry baby comments on college but hey.. To clear things out.. IM SICK AND TIRED of being SICK AND TIRED!! Maybe it's time to let go of the paradigm  I decline to let go of. Maybe it's now that I stop holding on to the junctures in memory lane which I expect to travel back to my reality.Maybe, just maybe It is time now to cope and accept the inevitable fact that I am living a new life, that it is time to fully embrace the pain of letting things go and live the life I have right now, to stop imagining, hoping and wishing for that one sweet day to come that I will be in my past once more. Everything's changed so fast and sometimes I think I already adjusted myself to my new status quo but then reality just slaps my face with visions of the past that would make me REALIZE THAT I AM STILL HOLDING ON TO MY WISH OF A REWIND!! I can't fully comprehend what I am supposed to. And a sad fact lingers that I AM A COWARD!! A little boy afraid growing u... http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/4/cry_cry_dont_lie Fri, 14 Aug 2009 01:11:36 -0000 Buhay USTe http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Buhay_USTe http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Buhay_USTe Thu, 30 Jul 2009 20:46:42 -0000 UST Welcomne Walk 2009; BIOCHEM! http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/video/item/2/UST_Welcomne_Walk_2009_BIOCHEM http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/video/item/2/UST_Welcomne_Walk_2009_BIOCHEM Thu, 30 Jul 2009 15:29:47 -0000 hear me out http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/music/item/1/hear_me_out http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/music/item/1/hear_me_out Sun, 26 Jul 2009 17:44:33 -0000 stars dreams and pain.. http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/3/stars_dreams_and_pain.. <h2><a href="http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/1M/9"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.jmfvillena.multiply.com/image/eQtBxyrdXYuy7MjhAC7S-A/photos/1M/300x300/9/st.jpg?et=%2CBBGL7vvy5E6%2BVeD1H4E7g&nmid=0" border="0"></a>College? For me is jUST a dream, a very distant dream.. That I'm just sleeping and seeing all that is right now as merely a vision in my slumber. That someday, I would wake up once more in one  sunny morning and go to school in my HIGH SCHOOL UNIFORM, and that everything will be the same again.</h2> <h2>=(</h2> <h2>Then reality slaps me cold in the face and wakes me up. "ASA KA PA!! Haha"</h2> <h2>I hold my thoughts as I look out into the open sky and silently whisper;</h2> <h2 style="text-align: center;" mce_style="text-align:center;">"sometimes i wish the past would still be, but like most wishes i know they're just fit to be whispered to the stars"</h2> http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/3/stars_dreams_and_pain.. Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:40:10 -0000 Prelims!!! http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/calendar/item/10001/Prelims http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/calendar/item/10001/Prelims Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:38:01 -0000 yay wlam pasok! haha..gudam po http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/notes/item/1 http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/notes/item/1 Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:34:01 -0000 read me out http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/2/read_me_out Today I just feel so happy, but? I just don't know..maybe I'm just happy because at least, I have my friends to share somethings in my overly dramatic life. haha! They know me, yes, but I think I still don't know who I really am from where I'm standing. Yea, I maybe the John Mark Villena from Lyceum of Aparri Hs, the Batch Valedictorian, the Impromptu Champion, the Best Debater, the Spoiled Unico Hijo, the Best friend. But behind all these, Im just M-E,  the person hiding behind so many masks, like you, afraid of rejection. Well, hmm.. Im really not in the perfect mood to share things on my blog right now.. so, till here muuuaahh! http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/2/read_me_out Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:29:51 -0000 a new reality... my new reality http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/1/a_new_reality..._my_new_reality <h1>I never imagined and mom never told me, nor anyone, that there would be days like these.</h1> <h2>I WAS craving for complete freedom when I was with them, now, I got what I've been wishing for; but I just can't completely understand why... why in the world am I feeling like I wanna go home, as in physically and emotionally home, I had enough of what freedom had to give to the point that i can give it my own definition.</h2> <h2>COLLEGE, I never really imagined, nor I even dared to, that I would be where I am today-on my dream pre-med, in a university that has established its mark on the medical courses for 400 years nearing, on my own apartment living literally alone and somewhat independent, yes I know I still depend on my parents but now? on a different and limited type of dependence, now? I only financially depend on them =( they're not with me physically and emotionally. Nobody's here to correct my mistakes, only me, nobody's here to do the chores, only myself, nobody's here to talk to tuck me goodn... http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/journal/item/1/a_new_reality..._my_new_reality Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:16:22 -0000 nostalgia http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/photos/album/1/nostalgia the word just keeps popin and popin http://jmfvillena.multiply.com/photos/album/1/nostalgia Thu, 23 Jul 2009 15:52:01 -0000